Made in Tokyo

apartment that looked like a parking space

Can a human’s life be significant? Is there any meaning in life at all? Suppressing these thoughts by devouring new experiences, meeting new people: it’s like heroin to me. The more I do it, the bigger the hole inside me grows. Where does it all lead to? I am afraid to find out.

Where can you go when nowhere can fix you?

I am part of it. I am slowly dissolving into this meaningless sensation of joy

I tried to slow down. It was painful, and it took time. My brain was still going at full speed

You’re free to make this choice, but then you have to be brave enough to go through with it. You have to stay fearless no matter what.

I am afraid. I have no idea what to do with myself, and it seems that just living life is not an option anymore.

I am afraid. I have no idea what to do with myself, and it seems that just living life is not an option anymore

still hoping that she could bring her true self back to life, that it wasn’t too late.

It’s becoming harder to stand against the excitement of being alive after you turn 30.