Journal entries, poems, stories, and rants from the mind of an artist, who found out he was gay, and how the writing and creating helped him make it through, to today. How I learned to accept myself, as a gay male artist, in a world, I knew didn't fully accept me, and how I only wanted to be as everyone else. I later found out that I didn't need to be like everyone else, and it wasn't doing me, or the world any good, by trying to conform, and downplay the brilliance, of who I've become.