Priest

There is sex, more sex, and definitely some blasphemy.

Stepping away felt like stepping onto shards of glass, and I couldn’t help myself, she was so wide-eyed and so open to my love, and it was instinct more than anything else that led to trace a small cross on her forehead.
A blessing.
And hopefully a promise to do better.

pulled her under the overgrown trellis, and then I spun her around so that her ass was pressed against me—pressed against my erection. I put one hand over her mouth and then unfastened her jeans with the other

Be a good girl and I’ll give you what you want.”

“Te amo,” you’re saying in my ear. Latin for I love you. “Te amo, te amo, te amo.”

show her a more personal church experience than the Ancient Booth of Death

And I wanted to be here to help her. I remembered her soft crying in the confessional and my chest tightened.

Let me help this woman, I prayed silently. Let me help her

The thighs moved away, which made me sad.

That moment of okay may never come. All you can do is try to find a new balance, a new starting point. Find whatever love is left in your life and hold on to it tightly. And one day, things will have gotten less gray, less dull. One day, you might find that you have a life again. A life that makes you happy.”